Dienstag, März 28, 2006

I want you to want me..
I need you to need me
I'd looove you to love me..
and now I'm beggin you to beg me

hii leutz
ahhh das konzert war so geillllo =) insgesamt war das ganze wochenende eigentlich ziemlich geil *hrhr*
aba immoment is mir weniger nach lachn zumute.. voll fett streit mit meiner ma wegen so ner beschissenen kleinigkeit. und .. alles irgendwie zusammen. so vom wochenende 100 auf jezz montag und dienstag null, nada, rien, niente. keine ahnung ob ihr wisst was ich damit meine. mir gehts auf jeden fall ganz komisch.
dann am donnerstag referat, freitag mathearbeit wo ich, voraussichtlich mega stress bekomm wenn ich ne 5 schreib.. dann dieser kack mit dem typ.. ich halts net mehr aus, echt.
grrraaaaa.
wir sehn uns.
heute keine energie fuer ein knuddldruex egal welcher art.. >.< mehr vom konzert im naechsten post, ich habs gerad sehr eilig.. trotzdem hier noch zwei gedichte, die ich gerad im web gefunden hab.. ich musste ohne scheiss heulen als ich das gelesen hab. aba seht selbst..


~Heartache every moment~

I need you more than life itself
But I’m afraid to love.
My heart is like the fragile wings
Of a tiny little dove.
I'm scared to get too close.
I feel that I can't win.
You'll love me for a little while
Then you'll set me free again.
I've lived so long on hopes and dreams
I don't know what to do.
I don't think I can trust my heart,
For it belongs to you.
I know you'll only hurt me
Yet, I still keep running back.
Between the paths of our hearts
There's a worn and beaten track.
You've got my heart held on a string.
It’s breaking right in two.
Enough belongs to me -to hurt-
The rest belongs to you.
I know that somewhere in your heart
There is a place for me.
I just don't know how to find it
And there's no way to make you see.
I can only hope that someday
You'll wake up and you'll find,
That while my heart belongs to yours,
Yours, too, belongs to mine.

~Have you ever~

Have you ever been silently in love
With someone you can never have?
So close you can touch his hand
Yet, so far to feel his heart?
Have you ever lived in pretense
Quietly loving without any condition?
A feeling of love that's unknown
Hiding it, not knowing for how long.
Have you ever fallen deeply
Loving the person unconditionally?
So afraid to say what you feel ♥
Acting normal, keeping things still.
Have you ever been hurt unintentionally
But put on a smile, pretended to be happy?
Deep inside you're in pain and suffering
But outside you're jolly and laughing.
Why does holding his hand feel so right?
Your heart smiles everytime he's at sight
Hearing his sweet voice makes your day
Hope you can hug him in a special way.

By mona Às 3:15 PM